to be honest, i am hitting the lowest point of my life, right now. am 26, recently jobless, unhappy, hiding away from everyone, faking happiness, and trying very hard to be positive thinking that everything is gonna be okay, though i know its real fake. and worst, i have no plan for tomorrow. everything that i planned are all falling apart, which makes me afraid to plan anything anymore.
ya, everyone has problem, that is what i keep reminding myself, that others might have bigger and biggest problem a person can bear but i cant lie to myself anymore. i am not as strong as i think i could be. and i am slowly rotting alone, starting to give up life.