Monday, July 30, 2012

what did i do during my free time

i have a lot of free time, i mean, currently, all of my time is free. while others spent their valuable time to go for job hunting or working, or training, these are what i did to kill those time.

#1. lying on my bed. youtubeing. interneting. downloading. tagging tagging. poking poking. flirting flirting. heh, thats not funny.

well, i have a very longggg list of blogs and webs that i always view, and keep on viewing the updates. that makes me couldn't even take my hands off of my kyushiba or q-ace. my bestfriend now, i could tell its the unifi. boo me.

#2. trying to clean the house. as the only sweet daughter of the house (as for now), i have got the feeling to take responsibility for the cleanliness and tidiness of the house.

but the feelings will be easily defeated by the awesomeness of unifi. but don't blame only me. believe me, it would take forever to get this house back on its acceptable view. it requires a lot of energy and determination, which i do not really have, apparently.

#3. trying to convert my imagination into the form of writing. well, i do have a lot of imagination, to the extend that it could be turned into a novel, or more. yeah, i love to daydream, enough said.

so i tried, and those pre-writing ended up to be a piece of s**t. and i gave up. bahah.

i'd stick to be a reader, not an author. thank you.

#4. being an anti-social. owh, i've said that on previous entry, so lets move to

#5. at last, i realized that sitting at home all day long is boring. so, when dija proposed me to accompany her and having a one-day walk in malacca, i agreed, despite the fact that i am broke.

and yesterday, was the day of me tanning myself after hiding from the sun for quite a long time.

pantai hopping and beach-view fast-breaking. awesome.

i love beach so much. i think i've said it a lot of time before. but i wanna said it again and again. the sound of wave, the view, the feeling when both of your feet touches the sand, barefooted, and the refreshing cool breeze, they are all awesome.

i wish i have a house built near beach. *daydreaming mode turned on*

okay, enough till here, before i'm getting deeper in daydream.

*waves hand*

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

wednesday rant

its already wednesday. and nope, this isn't wordless wednesday.

its been a week since i left uni life. and my one week life being an ex-uitm student, is me, being me. just me.

"a lone ranger who talks to herself, rant alone with herself and living in her own little world"

yeah, thats me.

and that is why i hate being separated with my buddies. coz i knew that things will turn like this. a place i called home is such a creepy place. it made me lazying around, doing nothing and withdrawing from the society. doesnt even bother to feel the sun or breathe the fresh outdoor air.

and i'm telling you a secret, because this were foreseeable, that is why i cracked during the tearjerking goodbye session in the rain a week ago. yeah, a goodbye, in the rain, with tears. dramatic enough, huh? i wouldnt forget that moment, ever. its true that the goodbye is just temporary, we'll still have time to meet up, to catch up someday but it'll never be the same. never be the same with what we have gone through for four years, together. later, we'll be busy with our own life, chasing our own dreams, and only time, will tell.

life is adventurous, isnt it? but i ain't gonna need a time machine. going back to the past doubling the hardest part you have faced. and travelling to the future skips the sweetest moment that you could have enjoyed. thus, people, we aint gonna need a time machine.

and well, i guess i will just keep myself in mystery. thats the adventure in me.

p/s : but i hope to see myself being a regular blog-writer back. i mean, i have abandoned my lovely farrakaka for quite a long time, so, maybe its time for recharging.

Friday, July 6, 2012

too cool

last week, before entering the exam hall, a friend of mine who was so nervous told me that i am cool. she kept questioning why do i look so in relax mode even before final exam.

cool? define cool.

and past two days, my roomate who was also nervously studying for her killing paper, asked a question "boleh tak aku nak berpoya poya tengok laptop kejap?"

and i answered, "don't refrain yourself. just do whatever you wish."

that is cool. too cool i guess.

kenyataannya, aku masih rasa nervous, di mana mana saja. tapi aku suka berlagak cool. dan mungkin bijak berlagak cool. but one thing for sure, i will never refrain myself from doing everything that i like. even though it is not in the right time.

just like how i spent 3 days at home doing nothing, lazying around and screwing myself when i know i should have studied for another 4 final exam papers that awaits me.

that is way too crazy not too cool.

 p/s : aku juga melatah macam nenek nenek kalau ada barang jatuh. maka, aku bukanlah seorang yang cool.