Friday, June 29, 2012

me, being sentimental

just wanna blog about it. the first final exam paper i took yesterday.

the first feeling i got on the final examination of my degree. my very last examination in uitm. the feeling when you feel u have studied enough (in my case, just enough for me to pass) and the feeling when you read those questions, and you know what you should answer. the feeling when you dont have enough time to answer (or maybe just enough time, on the dot), and that is because you continuosly writing whatever you feel you should write, not because you waste your time daydreaming, observing people, or going to toilet. the feeling when you submit your paper, with satisfaction, and a smile (a bitter smile though).


i got the feel. and i hope the feeling lasts, for another 17 days, at least.


to tell you the truth, i havent feel those feelings for quite a long time. be it the last exam i sat approximately one year ago, and neither on those test papers i've sat throughout this final sem. i just lost my soul somewhere all this while.

thank god, i found it again, in the very last minute, of coz.


but i still got many big troubles in studying. *sigh*

oh, and not forgetting, that feeling when you eliminating those notes that are no more needed in your university life. farewell. hope not to see you again. teehee.


p/s : condolences to my brother's dream of entering the final showdown. just not the time yet. but still, congratulations on being the top 5 crew in 2012.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

random



si budak pendek. but apparently he's taller than me now. and he is anas a.k.a. kechik (and i always wanna boo him for that nickname). but we called him apiq.

thats all, fyi.

kekekeke.

* in study mood. final exam just around the corner. and good luck for the kids, may u guys gonna make it to the finals too.

Friday, June 1, 2012

taking advantage



ambil kesempatan. wow.



p/s : apa guna ada adik famous kalau tak tumpang glemer. kahkahkah.

random rant

kalau ada orang tanya apa rasa aku sekarang, aku akan jawab camni :

rasa nak tidur je. pastu bangun bangun je dah terus habis belajar.
atau bangun bangun je dah terus dapat kerja.
baik aku mintak bangun bangun je dah terus atas pelamin.
atau bangun bangun je dah terus dapat anak kembar sepasang.
dan mungkin lebih baik kalau bangun bangun je dah pencen dan sedang berehat menikmati hari tua.


tapi serius, aku betul betul rasa nak tidur je.



 
kan seronok kalau bangun bangun je boleh terus dapat apa yang kita nak. tanpa perlu bersusah payah bagai.

tapi kau rugi lah nanti. sebab kau dah skip banyak proses. kau dah skip proses pembelajaran kau, zaman kerja kau, kisah cinta kau, dan hidup kau.

seolah olah kau cuma hidup sehari dan mati keesokan harinya.
kosong.

 
p/s : aku mungkin patut tidur sekarang. walau aku tau bangun bangun nanti aku tetap akan menghadapi hari yang sama. hari yang penuh keluhan semata. walau aku berharap sangat aku mampu melangkau masa dan cuma menjejak waktu gembira sahaja. walau aku tau itu mustahil.