Sunday, October 30, 2011

6nam sahaja

sedang gila infinite. bukan formula matematik. siapa yang gila korea sahaja yang tahu apa itu infinite. don't bother if not interested.

ketinggalan vampire diaries sebanyak empat episod. i need to find my own sweet time to catch up back episode 4 till recent.

masih belum mencari baju dinner. cuma ada masa kurang seminggu sahaja lagi. where can i find a muslimah type of cheongsam huh?

2 kali dalam masa seminggu menonton wayang tahpape. being infected with cine-phobia now. and fyi, both are malay films. gentle reminder : if u guys wanna us to support local products, make a good one at least.

pelanggan tetap redbox telah bertambah seorang. 2 times in a week i visited redbox. but it aint improve my vocal skill. wasted money.

do i still have to update here that i've changed my blog layout?

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

what if i told you

What if I told you
Who I really was
What if I let you in on my charade

What if I told you
What was really going on
No more masks and no more parts to play

There's so much I want to say
But I'm so scared to give away
Every little secret that I hide behind

Would you see me differently
And would that be such a bad thing
I wonder what it would be like
If I told you

What if I told you
That's its just a front
To hide the insecurities I have

What if I told you
That I'm not as strong
As I like to make believe I am

There's so much I want to say
But I'm so scared to give away
Every little secret that I hide behind

Would you see me differently?
And would that be such a bad thing
I wonder what it would be like If I told you
Oh if I told you

What If I Told You, Jason Walker

p/s : aku patut berhenti mendengar kepada jason walker kerana ia menjadikan aku seorang perempuan penuh beremosi. sungguh penat beremosi ini. (maka kiranya bahasa melayu apakah ini?)

Friday, October 7, 2011


Fikiran sempit aku terus berkata:

"Jenuhlah chong kwai fatt nak kerah otak buat buku teks taxation versi baru."

Memang sempit. Betulbetul sempit.
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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

a walker named jason

it's been a while since i last listened to the song that i understand. i mean, the language. i do listen to them but next thing i know, i would switched back again to the not very understandable songs. korean, of course.

and on the second episode of TVD, i found this, being the background of ste-da-lena's moment.

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
like a fool at the top of my lungs
sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
but it's never enough
cause my echo, echo
is the only voice coming back
my shadow, shadow
is the only friend that I have
Jason Walker, Echo

i fell in love at first sight (it's love at first heard i guess). then i googled what other masterpieces that this guy had and i found this, which is also featured in TVD S01E06.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
so why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
oh I am going down, down, down
can’t find another way around
and I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.
Jason Walker, Down

i've never heard of this guy. neither do i knew his songs. and i don't even have time to googled him (too lazy to be a stalker). all i knew is that he's just a not-so-popular-soundtrack-singer but since last week, his songs have been in my top playlist, which i listen to everyday. and my favourite would be this, just how meaningful the lyrics are.

Cause now the years have passed us by
and I still do not know why
before you tried
you chose to quit
so where are you tonight
you could make everything right
but instead
you're missing it
you're missing it
Jason Walker, You're missing it

there're some other songs of him i would like to share here, but i guess three should be enough. basically, his song has the melodramatic melody, slow but not so sleepy. it'll fit your ears just nice. the power lies in the lyrics. i just love how poetic they are.

and this entry is actually a reply to this,

yes, i am helplessly romantic like this. (mata juling ke atas, tangan di bahu)

p/s : i hate to see the word anonymous. it makes me keep on guessing who is stalking on me. see, you're making me a minah perasan.  please, state your name whoever you are. (but i have a hard feeling that the above is faezah's. she has some kind of text-writing style. am i guessing right?)